I struggle a lot with my own feelings of being weak. As much as I know
too well how much I need my Daddy. I truly hate feeling needy for his attention
at times. When I see remarks by others on sites regarding per say, being needy/wanting
attention from their Daddy or Dom. Even pouting or acting bratty about it. Find
some remarks rather disrespectful and I try very hard not to be like that by
fighting harder not to feel so needy.
Recently I was injured that has affected a great part of my life. Know
this is only temporary, but still changes being able to do some everyday things,
I normally have no difficulty doing. This may be part of why I’m feeling so
needy right now. Trying very hard not to
allow this injury to affect my attitude, but it has.
Can’t say the need for some real discipline issues isn’t out there,
but think maybe some discipline for simply my attitude is some of my needy
feelings. Going over Daddy’s knee for a long hard spanking, in the way he knows
will have me kicking and pleading. Yet he won’t stop until either I’m already
crying or he knows it is enough. Then most likely once I’m curled up on his
lap, I will bury my face in his chest and cry.
The need for the strength of his Dominance and the safety of his lap,
with his arms wrapped tight around me is so difficult to ignore. Some may not
understand this part, but wanting to please him. Then when he is satisfied, cuddled
close to him, be able to pacify myself with him in my mouth as I rest my head
on his thigh.
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